I'm starting to get a little frustrated. I'm trying to hold on to my optimism, but it's getting harder to do.
6 High Fertility readings in a row. No Peak.
I wake up and put the pee stick in the slot of the CBEFM and walk away from it thinking, "I don't expect anything, it doesn't matter, whatever it says is okay." And then there's that little sinking feeling when the reading doesn't change, doesn't say what I hoped it would, despite my assurances otherwise.
I'm so sick of that sinking feeling.
I know it's not that late. I know I'm lucky to ovulate without assistance at all. I know that we conceived the m&m ovulating on day 25 or 26. And the not spotting is a good thing!
So I'm trying to still be optimistic. And if I cried a little in the shower today, I stopped when I got out.
I'm back, and it's hopefully not a once-off!!
4 months ago